Book III - Page 18

I got promoted! YUSH! I think I have been stumbling around with two left feet and been really bad at my assignments but still Leath promoted me so I must have done some things right. I just need to show them the potential I havent really had the chance to and well it does give me hope for advancement that I have not been satisfied with my performance.

Primal found the perfect spot and I cant believe she signed the deed in my name. I need to think of something awesome to repay her with but what? What does a druid really like and would be totally into. Well I now have a place to hang my picture though I am not sure. Would it not seem awfully self centered to have such a portrait on the wall?

The challenge from Leath was way too easy, that is my kind of work and could have gotten way more. I would have liked to do this alone cause i work faster alone, not needing to wait but I know teamwork is more important. I just got so annoyed with her just deciding how we should do it and who did what. I mean I got the information and a lot more in no time.
Teamwork is about using each others strengths to overcome weakness and get the job dont fast and efficient. This was neither. Just do what the job says no more no less. Its not like I dont want perfection but its about doing what we are told as well and not doing a shit load of other things, not that we have had the time anyways.
I am just very competitive and it was good for me to work on my patience and Irka is sweet when she is not all death and destruction.

I just hope I havent fucked things up with Grimm and went to fare? I mean it is so clear that he hides behind this "i dont give a feck" attitude and well knowing about that woman I can understand why he keeps everyone at a distance. He is just protecting himself.
But he needs to know that he does not need to have his guards up with me and with the others i would think.
Fell I felt like a fool trying to push him in the water and then slipping and falling in myself. Its this blasted bad luck but well it did seem to cheer him up at least.
And then he goes at gets me all worried when i get the chance to actually push him in. How was i to know how heavy that armor was.
And well the thought of that job. He seemed worried and that is not something I think is like him. I did what I had to do to get him back safely or well rather safe. I hope. He gave me his promise that he would try everything to get back.

And well i may be the one to blush but he is the shy one. It was my brah cause my clothes were wet its not like i stripped down and well back in Lakeshire my bikini was less. He is wierd in that regard.

But closest treasure... I like that thought.

Book III - Page 17

My first contract with the order and I totally blow it. Was really looking forward to it and to impress but instead i end up with a strained ankle and mud everywhere and i do mean everywhere but at least the night didnt end with me being alone.

Met up with some of the others. That female shadow user elf called us there. Havent gotten her name yet and Leath was there as well. Its clear that rank and discipline means a lot to him. I need to remember that. But we were sent after this mage which turned out to be two in the end.

I was totally taken off guard when that elf spoke in my head, havent tried that before and I didnt like it. Who knows what someone that can reach into your mind can do in there.

I really felt useless on the trip and it was taking for every but following Leaths orders and walking all together in one big happy group.
Then that fecking wind nearly knocks me over but instead i strain my ankle. Like that was better. Grimm wanted to help me and Fisher seemed to want to help me as well.

I need to tell them off I dont need their fuss over me in front of the Bosses and I did fine before i met them. I can handle myself. Im not some damsel in distress to fuss about.

Clearly Leath had a favorite among us. Hyde this and Hyde that, seems we others werent good enough at anything. Okay I know my fall might have put me at a disadvantage but still. And about Hyde what was all that with the Boss sending her away after she gabbed at him? Well seems the made up maybe he also has a soft spot for her. I dont have anything against her she seems quite skilled but never liked favoritism. specially when the others have had little chance to prove themselves. And especially not on a mission, what they do in private is their business but was so obvious she could do no wrong in his eyes.

Did i forget to mention I HATE SWAPMS. There i said it. I really hate them, boog and mud and slime URGH get in everywhere.

The scheme in that little goblin village turned to shit, seems it was the wrong person we were tracking. But we finaly caught up with them. And YAY i slipped again but at least i got to crack the scull of one of them, Fisher distracted him and Blade took his head clean off.
All went on the other mage and well seeing as they were seven against one I thought it safe enough to check on Leath. He was badly hurt and did my best to get him back on his feet though when all the others came starting healing and what then not much more for me to do.

I just wanted that bath after that fall in the mud and well loosing my boot. Just another of "its just not my day" i guess. Fisher found me at the griphon master he let me stay in his room but still I told him I couldn't do anything because of it being so new being single and all but it was nice to not sleep alone. Like when Grimm and Primal and me slept at her place.

Still was hard to keep my hands to myself that night.

Book III - Page 16

Found Fisher at the pond.. well fishing and Grimm showed. It is a good place to find those guys it seems, dont even need to look.

Grimm keeps putting way to much into me and Fisher but well dont know where that will go. All I know is im not ready for any relationship right now. Need to find my ground again after Aeron.
Havent even seen him around since. Well he might have just moved on.

Seems both Grimm and Fisher have been brawlers. maybe for that Tyson guy that approched me and wanted me to fight? Nahh his pay was terrible.

We went out drinking and playing a little more truth or dare well only truth this time before i needed to leave. Grimm wanted to pay for my room but I had enough gold from the brawling job so Ill be set for some time.

I like hanging out with those two well not only because they are both cute but well they are great fun as well. But I was sorry i forced Grimm to talk about his past. It was clear it was a sore spot for him. But not all women are like that. Best i keep my distance cause i would not want to cause him pain better be a friend then and have his back.

Seems im terribly loose, cause i was surely the one that had bedded most. I have just never been good at intimacy, im a loner but that dosent mean i dont have needs. Grimm was sweet trying to tell me something like that didnt matter.
The jobs just get lonely and well with no one to return home to, its easy to just find someone randome to keep you warm for a night. Besides no strings mean not being tied down.

I need to be better at not blushing cause they keep teasing me with it and i dont even know why i blush, never used to blush so easily, did i?

Well took a room at the pig cause its the cheapest. Dont think ill get much sleep from the noise.

Book III - Page 15

I took my normal walk down at the pond and saw Fisher. I sneaked up on him but he easily guessed it was me. I should have done it in worgen form or just have pushed him in.

It was good to see him again and well I am pretty sure now that he wasnt avoiding me.

Told him to make it up to me for staying away for so long and he goes and teases me with trying to kiss me and then pulling back in the last second, tags me and runs off.
Whats with all this playinf tag? I mean i do enjoy a good hunt.
It didnt take me long to catch him and tackle him to the ground, not wise to play tag with a worgen.

We talked about the last couple of days and what we both had been up to and I told him about the house search now that I didnt have one. I was surprised but happy he wanted to join. I also told him about the fighting and he seems to not have anything against it unlike someone else I knew but wont mention.

I told him about my wish to go to explore as I have never been out of the Eastern Kingdoms before and he asked if we were going to Kalimdoor. I am thinking it could be fun for all of us to take an exploration trip maybe get the whole order as like a socializing thing? If they do that?

I am a little nervous to return from this job cause what now?
I really need to win this match the money could go a long way but also try and do it without getting to bruised. Who am I kidding ill be bruised and scarred but still need to keep it so they dont hinder me from helping with the contract.

Book III - Page 14

Uhh I am really excited about finding a place for all of us I mean I wanted to belong and I am really starting to feel like this could be it.

I dont know why i have been so skeptical about joining an order before?
I know it will be hard work and there will be a lot of work to do, but if its worth it, if you have a reason for the hard work then I will give all I have for them.

I know I know better slow down a little, I am getting ahead of myself, letting my emotions run of with me. But having had them bottled up for so many years and just starting to let go. I feel like i could burst.

I met wit Primal and Grimm, seems they had been out doing contracts with Fisher and a couple of others Blade and was it that Gnomish robot Irkally or something?
Sadly Fisher didnt come back with the others. Is he avoiding me? I mean its not like we have anything and if he feels bad about the kiss well it was just a peck in a game. Could have just as well chosen Primal, Panther or Grimm?

Well it was fun to hang out and play around with Primal and Grimm, its been a long time since i have played tag like that.
Not sure Primal is right though about Grimm. I dont wanna mess anything up cause they are really great. All of them.

Seems Primal is a great cook as well. Is it just me that cant cook? Might need to learn at some point it seems.

We went to Primals place to get dry but I feel asleep almost instantly dont know why I was so tired...

I am looking forward to the traning tomorrow. Please dont let me suck again. I know I was hurt badly last time but well I really want to show that im an asset to them.
And who knows maybe.. Just maybe...

Book III - Page 13

I slept like a log, but I feel like i was run over by the tram. I body sore all over and my head ohh dont get me started.

I found Primal outside the inn. She really has a nag for finding me it seems, Grimm and Fisher wasnt around. We took a couple of horses back to Stormwind and I picked up a gnome on the way with his little Grell friend cause i wanted to get my corder costomised asap.

Primal is really sweet and well pleasent to the eyes as well. I really like her and her carefree nature is refreshing.

We went down to the pond and ran into Grimm. He really didnt like that lille Grell, dont know why?
But it seems the gnome Crink was his name and his little friend Abe was use to it. He said people always wanted to shoot Abe cause he looks like a demon. Well we have demon hunters and all sorts of shit walking the streets so what harm can a little Grell be to anyone, there are worse people in town.

We sat and talked while that Crink guy and Abe started smashing my corder to reassemble it and wow I am impressed. Only a quarter size that being including the earpiece which is wireless for about five hours and it uses hmm vibrations i think he said so others cant hear whats being said over the corder and it picks up the sound even if i whisper. I dont know how I feel about him not wanting anything for it cause people always collects at some point.

The this really annoying, human i think, well masked man shows up and starts wanting to shoot Abe and insults the rest of us. Primal went protection mode, she clearly didnt like the guy so Grimm and I followed. Well finally he left, I think he didnt like his odds when Grimm turned worgen.
I couldt help thinking "If this guy has truesilver bullets as well, im fecking leaving this city". But it didnt get that fare so who knows.

Ohh right Primal and Grimm tried to scare the little guy... I think they were bored.

Grimm can be a real duch but there is just something about him I really like. I dont know if its sexy or more like a big brother kind of cool. I just feel well safe around him. I mean I think he would have taken a bullet for both Primal and me if that idiot had tried anything.

Well left early cause I needed to talk with Aeron about all of this. It didnt go well he was sure I had chested and we almost got in a fight cause no body calls me a lier. I told him about the kiss and told him nothing more had happened in that regard. But still he didnt believe me. So i guess that was that...

Its been some freaking days wonder what will happen next...

Book III - Page 12

Yesterday was amazing I mean i have never felt like I belonged anywhere until now. I know it is foolish to say after just two days with the new order but I really click so well mist most of them, well the ones i have spend time with already.

I really hope Grimm could get it fixed so we were a group together Primal, Fisher me and Grimm maybe Panther as well?

Its been a hard couple of days and my body is acking all over but i still managed an okay fight with Panther I think and the trip there with Fisher.
A bullet grace to the side, a cut to the knee, a bite to the elbow by a huge fecking cat and struck by lightning.. what in all the Neather is the odds of that?

I really wanna impress but that makes it hard. Just hope they will see my eagerness and readiness to do whatever it takes to get the job done no matter the cost and no matter the my own condition. I will get it done.

I am unsure about what happened between the Boss and Hyde, I think thats her name. Did she get kicked out or?
I mean I see both sides one does not lash out openly against a leader, but if the leader is a good one they can take it in private. A leader needs to be looked upon with respect but also a leader needs to earn respect. So I think she kinda forced his hand still I dont know him in any way yet to know if he is a leader worthy of respect but until I have been show otherwise he will have mine.

The training was in all fun well not what i normally would consider fun but the company was good and it gave me a good meet up with the others and a look at how each that was present works.

That little gnome robot or what she was was a little edgy but the others seems to ignore all the chaos and destruction warnings so maybe its just a malfunction and it wont go all rampage?

Fisher seems a little unsure in his leadership role but again we are all new and there were a great deal of uncertainties. Would have been nice if each team had had a fly ability but i know that you do not always in this line of work have the upper hand nor even a fair hand so one works with what one gots right.

That demon hunter seemed to be a strong fighter but all quiet after as with the other elf guy, that was not Panther. Wow I need name tags or something.

We decided to go to Booty Bay after...That will defiantly be a last for me. I mean I dont see myself as prude or anything but well that was a little over the top even for me.
Naked and halfnaked girls and guys dancing on tables, others standing around half naked or naked and watching.
And that comment from Fisher when they were all dragged into our cabin by that female elf and we were about to leave... Why did that bring me down I mean he could have just stayed if he thought it was just getting interesting.

But well back up a little cause the evening was actually quite fun. We got drinks and Primal rented a cabin cause just to get a little room and privacy to talk and drink. The point was to get to know each other a little.

We started playing truth or dare and it was fun maybe next time we need more truth and a little less dares to get to know each other but was still fun and I was actually afraid for a moment that Panther would bring back a shark. Ohh and not to forget I meet Grimm a real sweet and gentlemen like guy really down to earth.

All in all it was a really great bunch.

Grimm's truth i really needed to work around I mean I don't know its still all in my head so its more a time will tell than I know anything for certain.
Still it got me thinking about me and Aeron and what I said. This is going to fast and I feel now that I am out with others that I am suffocation a little, He feels so strongly already. I need to have a talk with him cause as it is now this will only end badly and if it were to end badly now I know whose arms I would end up and I don't want that.. I mean maybe but not like a rebound.

I was actually quite relieved when they started talking about leaving and seeming the room fill with all those half naked and naked people that elf brought well just made me wanna get out of there faster. Primal was so drunk it was cute, her talking to that post.
But for all the gold in Azaroth I im not riding a griphon drunk again.. ever.

At least my head started to clear a little at the lake and it was good with a swim though it hurt like fell. Grim convinced me to let Primal heal me with magic. I must have been really drunk to let that happen but well my wounds have healed and closed. The bullet grace is still sore but at least it dosent hurt as much.

Then all of a sudden while we are sitting on the bank Fishes just leaves in literally the blink of an eye. Well maybe I was just a little slow but I didn't get to say goodby or anything.
Well I went to bed soon after that, the room Grimm had rented for us was nice.

It really was so sweet of primal to get that painting for me, not that I can look at it without giggling but still... Bloody pick nick.. hilarious...
"Me almost dead draped in the arms of a sorrowful Fisher, with the waterfall behind and the setting sun making everything seem crimson" whats not to laugh about, i looks like some sad tragedy but it is skillfully painted non the less. Uhh and I do hope Primal will teach me orcish at some point I can see a lot of drinking songs forming if i learn that...

Book III - Page 11

Ulduar made med want.. more.. I want somewhere to belong... Thats why I started to ask around after returning to Stormwind for a couple of days...

And funny think happened.. I was sitting on one of the bridges and this guy comes up to me wanting to fish well get to chatting and he seems well nice. At first I was sure he was just some lame guy with an excuse to try and butter me up cause who fishes in the canal?
But seems I was wrong or well there was defiantly something fishy about him and more than just that rod.. but i couldn't quite place my finger on it.

And then out of the blue this owl lands at my side with a letter in its beak.. I mean what are the odds of that ever happening? It was a job offer of all things.. All shady and stuff so I was not really comfortable with it but I needed the pay. So I said goodby to that fishing guy and went off to meet a blue haired elf at the cemetery of all places.. my warning lights were indeed flashing...

Leath was a real charmer with that lopsided smile of his.. Not really into elves cause they are so big... But well he was a cutie I must admit that.

So long story short it seems this order has had an eye on my doings. Followed my work and wants me to be a part of them and well he seems fair and there was just something inside me telling me that this was an offer I needed to take. So I accepted.
But that corder needs to go. Way to impractical. But there was this girl I talked with her group had this rune or something. Might seek her out and see if it is compatible with this tech.

I look forward to the training tomorrow.

Well on the way back I couldn't help looking around for that dark haired guy. Firstly well he was nice and really funny and second I am sure there was something fishy and Leath saying they had watched me I was sure he and maybe that elf girl at the recluse the other night was a part of "they".

I ran into him at the bridge and he asked him straight out about him knowing and he did. He asked me me if I wanted to join him at the pond and sure will be nice to get a little closer with... other of the order.
Apparently he is new as well so thats nice not being the new girl all alone and he did help me come up with my codename Little Fox I quite like it but should I maybe color my hair red to match?

Fisher or Dravi is really cool all down to earth and all charms and laughs.
And wow he has been a a brawl fighter, a pirate and seems he is an assassin now. Are all of the order that cause I am not well I have been payed to do some rather dark jobs but. Ohh well we will se how this fans out.

Had some jobs i needed to do so i needed to run but later in the evening I went back to the pond. I wanted a little more privacy with my bottle of bourbon so went to the opposite side to skip stones and think about all that had happened today.

Fisher finds me again. Well not that I was hiding and well making skipping stones into a drinking game might not have been one of my brightest ideas but we had fun.
And he cooks and bakes, that catfish pie was to die for.

But then all goes to the Neather. Well not at first this sweet painter comes along and Fisher convinces him to paint us but then all of a sudden these two women show up and try to rob us. Well it came to a fight until others heard and came to find out what was going on. We all escaped with minor injuries.
But who feck uses true-silver bullets for a robbery? They cost a fortune.
After they were chased on the run I began to feel dizzy.. the silver but I didnt want to let show.

Well the painter want to do the painting anyways and well sitting still makes me feel less sick so I dont mind. Then Zap shows up and I knew she was one of them well us now but i felt my veins burn and i knew I needed help... If the silver reaches my brain or my heart it was over.

The others went to drink and I returned just in time to see Zap and Fisher leave together. Dont think they saw me however and didnt want to disturb them. So I just went back to my camp in Duskwood.
I dont mind in any way if they hook up I mean I have Aeron...