Book III - Page 12

Yesterday was amazing I mean i have never felt like I belonged anywhere until now. I know it is foolish to say after just two days with the new order but I really click so well mist most of them, well the ones i have spend time with already.

I really hope Grimm could get it fixed so we were a group together Primal, Fisher me and Grimm maybe Panther as well?

Its been a hard couple of days and my body is acking all over but i still managed an okay fight with Panther I think and the trip there with Fisher.
A bullet grace to the side, a cut to the knee, a bite to the elbow by a huge fecking cat and struck by lightning.. what in all the Neather is the odds of that?

I really wanna impress but that makes it hard. Just hope they will see my eagerness and readiness to do whatever it takes to get the job done no matter the cost and no matter the my own condition. I will get it done.

I am unsure about what happened between the Boss and Hyde, I think thats her name. Did she get kicked out or?
I mean I see both sides one does not lash out openly against a leader, but if the leader is a good one they can take it in private. A leader needs to be looked upon with respect but also a leader needs to earn respect. So I think she kinda forced his hand still I dont know him in any way yet to know if he is a leader worthy of respect but until I have been show otherwise he will have mine.

The training was in all fun well not what i normally would consider fun but the company was good and it gave me a good meet up with the others and a look at how each that was present works.

That little gnome robot or what she was was a little edgy but the others seems to ignore all the chaos and destruction warnings so maybe its just a malfunction and it wont go all rampage?

Fisher seems a little unsure in his leadership role but again we are all new and there were a great deal of uncertainties. Would have been nice if each team had had a fly ability but i know that you do not always in this line of work have the upper hand nor even a fair hand so one works with what one gots right.

That demon hunter seemed to be a strong fighter but all quiet after as with the other elf guy, that was not Panther. Wow I need name tags or something.

We decided to go to Booty Bay after...That will defiantly be a last for me. I mean I dont see myself as prude or anything but well that was a little over the top even for me.
Naked and halfnaked girls and guys dancing on tables, others standing around half naked or naked and watching.
And that comment from Fisher when they were all dragged into our cabin by that female elf and we were about to leave... Why did that bring me down I mean he could have just stayed if he thought it was just getting interesting.

But well back up a little cause the evening was actually quite fun. We got drinks and Primal rented a cabin cause just to get a little room and privacy to talk and drink. The point was to get to know each other a little.

We started playing truth or dare and it was fun maybe next time we need more truth and a little less dares to get to know each other but was still fun and I was actually afraid for a moment that Panther would bring back a shark. Ohh and not to forget I meet Grimm a real sweet and gentlemen like guy really down to earth.

All in all it was a really great bunch.

Grimm's truth i really needed to work around I mean I don't know its still all in my head so its more a time will tell than I know anything for certain.
Still it got me thinking about me and Aeron and what I said. This is going to fast and I feel now that I am out with others that I am suffocation a little, He feels so strongly already. I need to have a talk with him cause as it is now this will only end badly and if it were to end badly now I know whose arms I would end up and I don't want that.. I mean maybe but not like a rebound.

I was actually quite relieved when they started talking about leaving and seeming the room fill with all those half naked and naked people that elf brought well just made me wanna get out of there faster. Primal was so drunk it was cute, her talking to that post.
But for all the gold in Azaroth I im not riding a griphon drunk again.. ever.

At least my head started to clear a little at the lake and it was good with a swim though it hurt like fell. Grim convinced me to let Primal heal me with magic. I must have been really drunk to let that happen but well my wounds have healed and closed. The bullet grace is still sore but at least it dosent hurt as much.

Then all of a sudden while we are sitting on the bank Fishes just leaves in literally the blink of an eye. Well maybe I was just a little slow but I didn't get to say goodby or anything.
Well I went to bed soon after that, the room Grimm had rented for us was nice.

It really was so sweet of primal to get that painting for me, not that I can look at it without giggling but still... Bloody pick nick.. hilarious...
"Me almost dead draped in the arms of a sorrowful Fisher, with the waterfall behind and the setting sun making everything seem crimson" whats not to laugh about, i looks like some sad tragedy but it is skillfully painted non the less. Uhh and I do hope Primal will teach me orcish at some point I can see a lot of drinking songs forming if i learn that...