Book III - Page 19

Fisher found my hiding spot out by the harbour.. I need to remember to turn off that corder thing.
Well after the other night where it seemed Grimm didn't really like how things ended, I needed to make sure.. again that Fisher knew that this is not serious.
He seemed to be okay with it or well he said he understod.
He was afraid I was gonna tell him off but how can I he is so darn cute and well unlike Grimm he is not afraid to do something about it. Yes yes i know Grimm is just being a gentle man but come on im not a kid.
But he had to leave again so didn't really get anywhere...

With Grimm pushing me away and Fisher constantly leaving and running into Aeron with that new chick, just needed to get away and get really REALLY drunk and of course Grimm finds me, how the fell he tracked me there I have no idea but DAMM he is SO hot when Im drunk I mean even more than normally.
But much of that evening is hazzy and by the neathers its gonna be a while before i drink so much bourbon again.
Gods he can annoy me at times and not drinking just makes me look the sadder and not wanting to fight me get me angry. Afraid to do something he would regret pfft he should just shut up and enjoy it for once.

Worst part is I understand him but its just not why I need right now. I just need to move ahead and not hang in this sad state. But we also got to talk a little about our families and the past. Well that was only because of the alcohol else I never talk of what happened.

Grimm didn' agree with me how I see him and Fisher.
But at least he dosent want me to leave. Was sweet of him to say I hold us all together.

Seems I fell asleep out there and Grimm carried me to Lakesire and put me to bed... Still woke up alone... Always the gentleman.

He woke me the next night well I was still feeling like I was run over by a dragon or something. We sat at the peer eating and this blind girl comes along.. Xayah I think her name was, she was apprently of the order though I have not seen her before but then again there are a lot I have not met yet.
She was rather strange a demon hunter or something cause she kept talking to herself or well her demon apparently.
But my head was killing me so I needed to go lay down again but this time Grimm agreed to stay with me until I fell asleep, I slept much better that night but still rest comes uneasy to me.