Book III - Page 20

I ran into Blade. Everytime I see him he reminds me of that race comment from the night we played truth or dare. I wanted to cheer him up cause there is something about him I can relate to. We went to the light house but strangely people kept interrupting us so I didn't happen. Though I do think Grimm kinda misunderstod with me all wet and cuddled up against Blade but that death knight woman was freakingly cold and I want to talk more with Blade cause the few things we did get to talk about, i feel like he really listens and he is certainly not afraid to put me in my place. Besides for an elf he is rather pleasing to the eyes, though he is SO huge.

Ran into Grimm at the cemetery. I cant be long in the city before he catches my scent. I dont know if I like that or it creeps me out a little but in a good way.
I was surpriced to find out how much he actually pays attention to the little things i say and well im an airhead so I dont remember half myself.

Well went on that job and it seemed rutine but no.. How can I ever look them in the eyes after that. I know Grimm with go berserk if i tell him so better hide the bruises and all and keep on a smile. I am good at that and I dont want him hurt because of me, besides I want that pleasure of ripping them apart all to myself.. One by one.
It still bothers me that Grimm is so protective. I can handle myself... most of the time.
I think i got him distracted enough with the whole getting him to train me not that i am not excited about it cause i really am. All I know I have learned on my own so to have another who knows what it is all like to train me. I cant wait to get started.

The evening at the house in Lakesire was nice, been a long time since I have just sat down all cosy like and slowly i learn more and more about him Grimm that is.
Haven't seen Fisher in ages but then again I have been away as well.
Grimm just frustrates me and I am getting tired of hearing that he keeps his distance to not effect my choosing but he dosen't understand the more he pulls away the less I have to choose on and it always being me that cant hold back I cant keep this up cause I need to feel wanted not that I am forcing him and it seemed that he understod me when I told him that. Cause well for the first time he made the first move and when I left he seemed actually to not mind if I had tried to do.. more?